No prefect life...

Today i started to reflect alot of wat i did in the last 4 years...
This is what i found out:
-I regreted choosing NPCC as my CCA, but i got a lot of close friends there(=
-Im not 100% sociable, but im lucky to hav close friends by my side...
-I had spent too much time on my unsuccessful attempts to study well...
-I had always let my bro to do watever he wans...
-I spent too much time slacking, too little time exercising n studying...
-I spent too much time on com...
-Im not really interested in everything i do; just try hard to listen n hate doing it...
Whatever, I believed i will change all these...someday
->Yesterday:
Reach home n accidently kicked my toes onto the table...This time its seriously painful, compared to the other times which they all recovered fast...
->Today:
I attended motivational talks fr 8am to 6pm...Basically, cos of my foot sprain, i limped all the while in sch...will be limping 4 the nxt few days...The motivational talks let me realise wat i shld hav done years ago, even though i dun get much motivation from it...)=
Overall, i prefered the long n sleepy lecturing compared to the activities...really...
met a doctor at night, n OUCH!!! so painful, but TCM doctor really does better at these, will be ready n jumping by nxt wk..hopefully, b4 i accidently sprain my toes agn...
->Tomoro:
Will be attending the second part of motivational talks...hope this works...
But i tink its most likely be boring...)=
afterwards i gonna spend my time in msia till sunday nite...n its not for the good things...
OMG, wat abt my hw???
->Sunday:
-----------Something personal----------------

Not looking forward to nxt wk

unless i finished the stack of outstanding hws....

End of Term 1 holidays...

Ok..this is it...Term 2 starts tomoro...
Just regret i nv study in the march holidays...
n also nv do all the hw in time...most likely will owe a lof of hw...
But nvm, coming sch term, im pumped up to do the impossible...hopefully...
Whether is possible or impossible, i hav to make it, or face a bleak future...
WHATEVER!!!
This is so irritating...school days n holidays
Always get to regret watever things i did...
Theres nothing that i dun regret doing...
Wats life when i cant be proud of wat im doing???
In the past, present n future...

WoW!! Damn nice day(=

Today i went out with my friends again(=
of cos its really nice, being able to hav fun again...
but to leave my undone hw back at home, it just hurts me...
Play play play, maybe i almost become senseless of all the worries
but its just temporary...)=
After all the arcade games, im still back to square one...
Whatever it is, i tink i nid to solve whatever problem i have now...
(N arcade games r really expensiveT_T, causing me $40++ today...)
But its a memorable experience, cos i had fun with friends, much better than playing at home all alone...

cos this world is interesting becos of the variety of ppl(=

Holidays rocks(=

YA!!! Finally...
CT1 finally over n its the start of March holidays(=
Finally im free from long n boring lessons...
n time to adjust my biological clock, since it went out of control...
plus to catch up on EVERYTHING, esp when i see my report book i wanna vomit...
L1R4=24
L1R5=30
No more face le...maybe nid to sleep early plus chiong studies!!!
Gonna show my class i can excel someday, then i will hao lian until siao(=
WAHAHAHA...(too show off le...)

LOTS of hw...

I decided not to do any hw during the exam period
In the end, I got a lot of hw to do now!!!
Abt time to stop slacking, gonna stand up, chiong all hw finish, then start revising full time...
Its abt time i shld leave sth undone, while i nid to conclude sth as quick as possible...
To summarise my results, it SUX!!!
Cant continue at this slow rate, gonna be faster...
Gonna chiong now(:

Nothing is still forever...

We will always get to lose someone important to us at the wrong time...

We will always get to gain the wrong stuff at the crucial time...

That is wat we cant escape from, cos its within us...