I'm in a mess, just 4 more days to june 'holiday'... I'm hating all this changes, with so much lessons n documents to complete...

wat the... another unlucky day...

Today i go out cycling again, but this time with a different purposes; to find the answers to my problems... so like thinking while cycling then crash onto the tree!!! OMG!!! my bike spoil a bit T.T luckily i jumped off 1st or not i admit to ICU... then walked across a road nearby almost crashed by a car... then i shouted at him cause he shld have stopped cause of red light ma... then i sit down somewhere looking at the sunset... *sigh* how i wish there is a better place... but then no time so go nearer place look at sunset...

so srry... cant write anymore as i have to repair myfavourite bike... cya

Thinking very hard...

After seeing my MYE results, i dare not mention my marks to my parents but they sure noe it in the future... of course, my mama scolded me like siao but then i dont care, cause she like scold me everyday 4 my hack care kinda behaviour especially 4 my MYE... Actually, i didnt work hard 4 this test so all my results dropped like from heaven to hell... but wat is done is done, cant be changed... wat i worried most is my future results which is affected by the method of learning i used... This time, i kinda take books like storybooks and read like siao liao then get bad results... so nw im devising a new method, which shld be ready b4 June holiday kicks in... meanwhile, i slacking around, learning spelling 4 tomoro n then brainstorming ideas...

wat the, holiday nid come back 4 so much lesson...

i hated it a lot

partly cause my results dropped like hell...

but then it also filled up my slacking time too

cause when i slack, i always tink of my past memories

which none of it is a gd 1...

gotta my new sitting arrangement...

finally i dont nid to sit so close to the wall cause it is so hot n humid there i kinda fall asleep most of the time... even though i cant deny that i sleep late at night n wake up early in the morning... aft arranging the seats, we r back to the old seating arrangement! i love it, even though i sit next to charmaine n chun ming... finally i can have some fresh air(most important as it keeps me awake)... how i wish i can sit there 4ever, even though it is impossible cause the nxt CT is near even though its looks far...as time files when we r having fun(: even though its late at night when i am writing this, i still have quite a lot of documents to take care of... so i stop here today cya

i love my new seat...

but there is a thing called desire

as we have more and more things with us

we will still demand for more

that's why its called desire...

n that's wat it makes us human, rite?

tired... but happy(:

today i wake up like 0830... then my mama told me abt the tuition at 9am... its like wtf! then i call the tuition teacher to postpone the tuition Haha. I can relax 4 the day. OF COURSE NOT...i still got tuition at 1230 so slack a bit then go tuition(eng). At there, i do quite a lot of vocab practice... i tink i nid to practice more liao, cause my vocab like lose to almost everyone in the tuition class lo... kinda disappointed): then come home slack till night then go on MSN talk.
i w8 and w8 and w8 till my friend Ahphia come then talk to her while running through some documents. muilttask for quite a long time. Opps... I nid go watch boys over flowers liao le. Bye Bye...

Ahphia, thanks u for talking to me...

i feel less bored nw...

MYE finally over...

Ya!!! MYE is finally over, n i am here slacking... Overall, i hate this MYE. Firstly, i study everything b4hand then the day b4 exam like walao lo; i forgot everything liao le... then study up to midnight to remember everything... Next, cause i nv sleep well then very tired... then exam i almost sleep... lucky i finish every paper except Emath paper 2 n Hist 1... Finally, i kinda confused over lots of things but today i solve some of it... But there is 1 qns; wat am i goin to do aft exam??? even though my holiday a little packed, i still have a whole lot time in my hand...

I wish i noe how to get through this holiday...

Quite tired...exams sux

i so tired of living in exam conditions, i always wan to sleep during exams but then nid to finish work b4 time up, so must do... i kept revising n revising, then slack around, then play play play... i dont tink this kinda exams is testing us our effectiveness in the future working world... Business world based on ability to talk well, work effectively, n play well, but now exams test us more like work hard, not smart... I see lots of pple studying hard, not to exclude me...
yesterday like midnight then sleep lo... then morning wake up no energy... i kinda overestimate the difficulty so i study till so late.... Now i kinda revising bio n Amaths...n emoing now

kinda tired all the time now

maybe aft all exams i gotta catch some sleep

n play like HELL!!!!!!!!!

Almost the end...

Just 1 more week to finish my MYE...
7/5/09
-omg!!! i prepared everything b4 exam come n i forget the things the day b4 MYE... Then chiong till 11pm(actually wan chiong till 2am, but then give up)
8/5/09
-History n Elementary math MYE over...did very badly. At nite, i think of how to improve n kept blaming myself for the events that happens today until 12 mid then sleep...(but i fine now)
9/5/09
-I kept asking lots of qns during A-math tuition
-Lucky no Eng tuition(even if there is, i will not attend it)
- wan think of a gift for mama, but then i continued study and forgot abt it (silly me...)
10/5/09
-Mothers' Day, yet i have my normal life; very sian...
-Then dont where can a volunteer tell me abt Jesus Chirst n God. I wan ask her to **** off but then listen to wat she had to say for abt 20mins.(i dont believe in god, cause god gave me nothing but trouble)
-Wan to emo in MSN but everyone busy...
-Here i am...

Aft wat the volunteer says, i start to reflect wat's God to me...

start to tink wat Jiayu n Angeline told me abt God

in the end, my ans is...(ask me urself...)

Haha i am going to love these...

srry i forgot to write the good news:) until week 9, i dnt nid to go 4 CCA. Worth to be happy for a while...but then i nid to go for NPCC day this upcoming thur... haha, n my eng test is over; i dont nid to stare at the eng passages again!!!
but some more exams coming, but nvm, i just work hard till exam over. bythen, more work will be coming my way... but i can start to play lo...

jiayous for the test!!!

aft exam, i looking forward to outings...

but i tink myy holiday is near packed...

but i still free to go out...