Today i really diao mei... even though i go with mama to IMM hav a lot of fun, at home, i just got scolded until i dont tink my soul's in the house alr...
so today i gonna write a lot of the ****ing things i wan to say...
1st, my chao parents. U tink u can buy me by bringing me out n hav fun, as well as offering me repair 4 my phone? wishful tinking, i only wan to be alone, not to be disturbed by u two... even though i hav to thank them 4 helping to repair my phone, but i hav that feeling they r trying to buy my trust back... n DONT FIGHT EVERYDAY, IM TIRED OF IT... i feel like running out of the house, but i continued to bear, cos i nid to be patient, as the saying goes, 'ten years is still enough to hav revenge'.
2nd, HOW MANY TIMES MUST I TELL U TO STOP FIGHTING WITH MAMA OVER COMPUTER??? i can leave u to die, cos i also dont care abt u alr... wat i wan is u to SHUT UP, U BASTARD!!!
3rd, i thank u for this msg:
"Letting go is painful, but not letting go is more painful.
Controlling your anger hurts you, but not controlling your anger hurts others.
Forgiving is forgetting, and forgetting is forgiving."
at least i stop scolding this 4 once... but can u tell me wat i shld do??? i dont dare to hurt the loved ones, nor can i forget or let go of the hatred...T_T
i wan to cry alr... even though i will still be hoping...
