ok... today just another day... recently got scolded by parents cos my results sux...): then my bro n mama go all quiet... so im using this com now... (wat i do everytime...) then just now, my friend msg me say that tomoro nid to bring npcc uni so can test the sec 1s... i was feeling down at that time, tinking of how to replace my lack of love from my parents(my parents nv talked much to me, sooner i tink i nv talk to my parents...). My bro n mama kept fighting over trivial matters everyday except today... looks like a new chapter is born, a challenge that i nv seen b4... a lot of things happened these days, but nevertheless, i will be standing up high... ok then, i was angry when i received the msg, kinda of tinking to smash that cher... he can call sec 1 nco or HO for this, why choose me when my drills sux... tomoro i wan find them then discuss... actually when i go 4 cca, my soul is always floating outside, trying to find wat i wan... back in sec 1, i joined npcc cos of my friends, not because im interested in it... even if i regreted abt it, i hav to finish the 4 years ordeal... hope to brack the 'contract' as soon as possible...
can someone guide me back to the path???
