Holidays rocks(=

YA!!! Finally...
CT1 finally over n its the start of March holidays(=
Finally im free from long n boring lessons...
n time to adjust my biological clock, since it went out of control...
plus to catch up on EVERYTHING, esp when i see my report book i wanna vomit...
L1R4=24
L1R5=30
No more face le...maybe nid to sleep early plus chiong studies!!!
Gonna show my class i can excel someday, then i will hao lian until siao(=
WAHAHAHA...(too show off le...)

LOTS of hw...

I decided not to do any hw during the exam period
In the end, I got a lot of hw to do now!!!
Abt time to stop slacking, gonna stand up, chiong all hw finish, then start revising full time...
Its abt time i shld leave sth undone, while i nid to conclude sth as quick as possible...
To summarise my results, it SUX!!!
Cant continue at this slow rate, gonna be faster...
Gonna chiong now(:

Nothing is still forever...

We will always get to lose someone important to us at the wrong time...

We will always get to gain the wrong stuff at the crucial time...

That is wat we cant escape from, cos its within us...

Exams over, but more to come...

Finally my CT1 is over, but i dont feel like jumping for joy...
cos i kept thinking what a failure i am...
I think everything will flung like siao...
N i had alr failed some subs, maybe its time to tink seriously abt time management...
Enough abt lying to myself le, i nid real action which is effective n efficient enough for me to stand out in O level...
Rather than stopping a while to rest, I will continue to rush, n even faster....
I will chiong towards O level, b4 ever deciding to stop n look back...
Since its not the time to look back n reflect on all the memories...
Sooner or ever, i will be trained to focus on my studies, to ignore all unhappiness...
Maybe wat my friend indirectly means is rite:

"We might as well dun nid emotions in this world"

N this can be easily proved on almost everyone, esp me...

We build our confidence from scratch, only to break down later on, then rebuild it again, only to break down again, and so on...

This is really a torturous process, but this is reality, we cant just hide in our imaginary world forever...

-I moved from place to place, going through extreme conditions, only to find a hell-

Exams, CT1, WHAT LIFE!!!

WOW.. Its in the midway of CT1, all of us must be tired out ba...
Just hope nxt wk passed super quickly, then we will enjoy our SPA^_^
(like SPA is really that fun, cos its another test...)
i was cycling happily today, yet i found the most important thing was not there...
Its the sharing of laughter, cos im by myself...
Hmm, maybe i share my smile with the public(:
The first reply will be, "whos that siao guy smiling so widely over there?" =.="
*sigh* sianzzz, study whole day, yet find no entertainment that worth the hard work...
Just like how i blew out all the air and didnt breathe in any air liddat...
U just hav to blame the same thing again n again-my life
Without being able to change anything abt it...
then the whole cycle continued...
Maybe thats why we can get old, weak then die x_x
But nevertheless, gonna chiong for the CT1, then SPA, then...
It will never be a inwards flow, only outwards flow of energy from my body...
Jiayous everyone, release all the energy for the tests):