cos i kept thinking what a failure i am...
I think everything will flung like siao...
N i had alr failed some subs, maybe its time to tink seriously abt time management...
Enough abt lying to myself le, i nid real action which is effective n efficient enough for me to stand out in O level...
Rather than stopping a while to rest, I will continue to rush, n even faster....
I will chiong towards O level, b4 ever deciding to stop n look back...
Since its not the time to look back n reflect on all the memories...
Sooner or ever, i will be trained to focus on my studies, to ignore all unhappiness...
Maybe wat my friend indirectly means is rite:
"We might as well dun nid emotions in this world"
N this can be easily proved on almost everyone, esp me...
We build our confidence from scratch, only to break down later on, then rebuild it again, only to break down again, and so on...
This is really a torturous process, but this is reality, we cant just hide in our imaginary world forever...
-I moved from place to place, going through extreme conditions, only to find a hell-
