lost...

This year makes me remember what happened 5 years ago...

when i was in pri 4, i remembered i was very unpopular cause i mixed with the rotten apples
then do bad things till my parents almost cant forgive me...
that was when i felt that i cant make it...
my hearts remained locked in darkness till that girl came...
she guided me along the ways...
pri 5-6:My turn to help...
so this time she got into deep trouble... with my rotten friends!!!
but at that time, i leave my rotten friends to join the fun with my new friends...
ya... i hav to please them to get her out... that's the first time i did that for her...
but then PSLE came n then we got separated... so sad... i wish she can come to the same sch as me...
but then i knew that hope will be on my side... ya... up to now, it looks like that will not happened... its just another dream...

i was no longer happy, whatever i wish cannot come true... even simple dream...

so my dreams r shattered, just liddat...