1 year on...

Sorry for the super big hiatus, let my blog sleep for 1 year plus.

22/10/10

O level is starting, im very nervous... Its as if im being judged upon by the world... Scary...

But nevertheless, I will overcome it(=

After o level, I play n play, find a job as a temporary waiter mainly working in resort world sentosa.

31/12/10

1st time to work as waiter, which is in dire shortage due to the large amount of convention held before new year. Did nt spend time with my family, instead I spent time to chat with friends while working, n also a bit of eating too

ard feb 2011

JC curriculum starts ard this time, n im still wondering why im in JC in the first place, cos im merely 2 marks away from my desired course in poly? Yet im reluctant to be going for selection to be the exclusive few initial failures to enter the course. But studying in JC is tough, yet time passes quickly, as promos are over for me now.

6/10/11, 1.10am

As im typing my post here, my mind is overwhelming with thoughts. When can I really grow up? Are my classmates really make me feel better, or worse? Can I pass my promos? Can I shake off whatever that is undesirable from me, n keep whatever that is essential for my future?

Can i be more disciplined to be able to focus on the truly impt stuffs...? etc etc

I cant even sleep properly when all these thoughts come to my mind...

Eye bags grow, tired spirit, desire to hack care of all the happenings...

In a dilemma, I become so fickle-minded, I get into trouble without solving any of them...

I cant decide for anything, sitting on the fence is the only thing i noe how to do...

If there is a place i can escape to, it will be the heaven...

Relaxing(=

Finally, I took out my PS2 again, in an attempt to bring down my stress level...
My all-time favourite PS2 game: Devil may cry 3
Anyway, im forced to play that cos my mama dun wanna return me my PSP...
hahas, btw, anyone wan to go East Coast Park?(=

If my class(4D) is united...

Tension stirring among the classmates...
its just the usual stuff lurking within the class...
but why doesnt it appear so obviously in the other classes?
But thinking of lack of unity in my class,
i realised whatever classes that I enters, the classes will always show great lack of unity...
1E/2E/3D/4D - All of them made me realised that those who try to move into the society circles can nv really make it...
One mistake, and expected others to classify you as 'tainted' blood
I think the others look at me like im 'stained' with impure blood liddat...
LOL...talked too much abt blood 'stains'
But classrooms r the same as the outside environment
which the environment is the replica of the battlefield
so I cant even expect to see partly unity, no need to talk abt how the class can bond tgt...
After all, my class being united will be of wishful thinking...

Dream of a naive child

After long time of hiatus, i hav returned to this blog...
For the opening, I just wan to talk abt my hope for this world...
This also means that i dun believe in the end of world in 2012(thats just a crap)
Earth has survived billion of years, and will survive billions of years to come

While Earth survive, things will get nasty:
Millions of children are born, yet millions of people died at the same time...
New invention appeared in this world, only to see old inventions being thrown away...
New nations rise to the top, with old nations being slammed to the bottom...

But these will also represent sth positive:
The replacement brings in new hope for the whole with a whole new different generation
New invention open up new segments of hope and achievements
Different nations' rise to power changes the system of running the world

If all these things are meant to be, why do we need to be sad about them?
We may not be able to change these things, or even realise their existence
But we can work around its borders, by making life's borderless
So no matter what are the obstacles, we will make our dream come true-a better world